Yang buat aku menyesal dan membuat rasa sesak ini ada bkn krn aku kehilangan kamu,bkn krn kamu canggung dan tdk mau lg mengenalku, bkn krn mgkn kamu mencoba mencari pengalihan, tapi cara aku yg membuat kamu menghilang dari sini dari sisiku, luka yg aku buat pd hati itu, air mata yg jatuh krn ketulusan yg disia2kan, dan yg lebih menyesakkan aku tdk bisa merubah keadaan, memperbaikinya atau mungkin menyembuhkan luka itu, bahkan yg ada mgkn aku hanya bisa bersikap bodoh dan semakin memperdalam luka itu, cuma maaf yg bisa aku ucapkan dan upaya ku untuk merubah diri ini, utk menjadi yg lebih benar agar tdk ada lg air mata yg jatuh sia2 krn kebodohan ini, bkn krn aku sangat berharap kamu kembali disisiku tapi demi kebaikan diriku sendiri, ya seperti nasihat yg kamu ucapkan yg menyadarkanku, terima kasih BNF :’)
Is there any chance left for me? Is there still any love left for me? So hurt when i realize i want to try fix all the problem and change to be better me like you want, but there’s no more chance i get from you cause now you have your own happiness with the new one :’)
When I’m nervous I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can’t shut the hell up
It’s like I need to tell someone, anyone who’ll listen
And that’s where I seem to fuck up
Yeah, I forget about the consequences
For a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
The words start flowing, oh
But I never meant to hurt you
I know it’s time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned
I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
Don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody’s perfect, no
If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would’ve crossed that line
I should of kept it between us
But, no, I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh
So I sit and I realize
With these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I’m gonna try
But I never meant to hurt you
I know it’s time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned
I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody’s perfect
I’m not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn’t cool
But I swear that I’ll never do that again to you, oh
I’m not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn’t cool
But I swear that I’ll never do that again to you, yeah
I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect, no
I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So tell me you can forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect, yeah, yeah, whoa
Don’t tell me, don’t tell
Don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
No, no, no, no
‘Cause nobody’s perfect, no
I’ve tried to fight it, can’t deny it, you don’t even know that i just can’t let you go
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything’s been said and done
If you know how jelous i am right now see that smile for other guy, but i have no rights to do it, i’m nobodies for you, i hope you can happy with your choice now, hope he’s the best for you, i’m happy enough to see that smile again :’)
Maybe just sorry that i can say to you, and i know that can’t fix anything specially the hurt that i made to you but if you know how i feel, if i can do anything to fix all this mistakes i swear to God i’ll do it even if i must give my life :’)
Thank you tumblr you always be my best friend when i need place to share this feel :’)
Now i realize, approaching you to be your boyfriend is a simple thing but trying to be your ordinary friend after our story ended was a very difficult thing to do :’)
however much kindness, sacrifice, and sincerity that we’ve done will be lost just because of one mistake, what an irony, specially when you blinded by love :’)
Am i so disgusting for you or just an awkward moment right now? If just awkward why you don’t want to look at me when we met again and you not assume my existence in front of you? I know you can’t forgive my fault but can i get any permission Do i deserve this? You don’t know how hurt it is to face all this situation if i can choose i prefer to die than watch you cry and sad because of me :’(