TheBlues08

Should i?

Tue, 21 May 2013 21:45:02 +0700

Should i leave all this comfortable? Should i leave all this routine? ? Should i go when i start to feel my life just begin and all the fun i get now?
Should i go when i start to feel the real life and enjoy my life now?
Should i allow my story end like this, with this regret still stuck in this heart?
Should i go and leave all this things and start a new challange and get a new life?
For now the answer just ‘i don’t know’ feel so confused right now…..

Yang buat aku menyesal dan membuat rasa sesak ini ada bkn krn aku kehilangan kamu,bkn krn kamu...

Mon, 20 May 2013 11:56:04 +0700

Yang buat aku menyesal dan membuat rasa sesak ini ada bkn krn aku kehilangan kamu,bkn krn kamu canggung dan tdk mau lg mengenalku, bkn krn mgkn kamu mencoba mencari pengalihan, tapi cara aku yg membuat kamu menghilang dari sini dari sisiku, luka yg aku buat pd hati itu, air mata yg jatuh krn ketulusan yg disia2kan, dan yg lebih menyesakkan aku tdk bisa merubah keadaan, memperbaikinya atau mungkin menyembuhkan luka itu, bahkan yg ada mgkn aku hanya bisa bersikap bodoh dan semakin memperdalam luka itu, cuma maaf yg bisa aku ucapkan dan upaya ku untuk merubah diri ini, utk menjadi yg lebih benar agar tdk ada lg air mata yg jatuh sia2 krn kebodohan ini, bkn krn aku sangat berharap kamu kembali disisiku tapi demi kebaikan diriku sendiri, ya seperti nasihat yg kamu ucapkan yg menyadarkanku, terima kasih BNF :’)

Is there any chance left for me? Is there still any love left for me? So hurt when i realize i want...

Mon, 20 May 2013 10:19:13 +0700

Is there any chance left for me? Is there still any love left for me? So hurt when i realize i want to try fix all the problem and change to be better me like you want, but there’s no more chance i get from you cause now you have your own happiness with the new one :’)

Nobody's perfect!

Mon, 20 May 2013 01:38:46 +0700

When I’m nervous I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can’t shut the hell up
It’s like I need to tell someone, anyone who’ll listen
And that’s where I seem to fuck up

Yeah, I forget about the consequences
For a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
The words start flowing, oh

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it’s time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
Don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody’s perfect, no

If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would’ve crossed that line
I should of kept it between us
But, no, I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh

So I sit and I realize
With these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I’m gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it’s time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody’s perfect

I’m not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn’t cool
But I swear that I’ll never do that again to you, oh
I’m not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn’t cool
But I swear that I’ll never do that again to you, yeah

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect, no

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So tell me you can forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect, yeah, yeah, whoa

Don’t tell me, don’t tell
Don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
No, no, no, no
‘Cause nobody’s perfect, no

I Still

Sun, 19 May 2013 23:35:38 +0700

I’ve tried to fight it, can’t deny it, you don’t even know that i just can’t let you go
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything’s been said and done

If you know how jelous i am right now see that smile for other guy, but i have no rights to do it,...

Sun, 19 May 2013 18:57:47 +0700

If you know how jelous i am right now see that smile for other guy, but i have no rights to do it, i’m nobodies for you, i hope you can happy with your choice now, hope he’s the best for you, i’m happy enough to see that smile again :’)

Maybe just sorry that i can say to you, and i know that can’t fix anything specially the hurt...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:57:12 +0700

Maybe just sorry that i can say to you, and i know that can’t fix anything specially the hurt that i made to you but if you know how i feel, if i can do anything to fix all this mistakes i swear to God i’ll do it even if i must give my life :’)

Thank you tumblr you always be my best friend when i need place to share this feel :’)

Sat, 18 May 2013 22:56:16 +0700

Thank you tumblr you always be my best friend when i need place to share this feel :’)

Now i realize, approaching you to be your boyfriend is a simple thing but trying to be your ordinary...

Sat, 18 May 2013 22:53:55 +0700

Now i realize, approaching you to be your boyfriend is a simple thing but trying to be your ordinary friend after our story ended was a very difficult thing to do :’)

however much kindness, sacrifice, and sincerity that we’ve done will be lost just because of...

Sat, 18 May 2013 22:46:51 +0700

however much kindness, sacrifice, and sincerity that we’ve done will be lost just because of one mistake, what an irony, specially when you blinded by love :’)

Am i so disgusting for you or just an awkward moment right now? If just awkward why you don’t...

Sat, 18 May 2013 22:41:24 +0700

Am i so disgusting for you or just an awkward moment right now? If just awkward why you don’t want to look at me when we met again and you not assume my existence in front of you? I know you can’t forgive my fault but can i get any permission Do i deserve this? You don’t know how hurt it is to face all this situation if i can choose i prefer to die than watch you cry and sad because of me :’(

Awkward or already hates me? I don’t know, i’ve try but maybe this is punishment for me,...

Sat, 18 May 2013 18:21:10 +0700

Awkward or already hates me? I don’t know, i’ve try but maybe this is punishment for me, fine :’)

Adele - Don’t You Remember

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:44:40 +0700

Adele - Don’t You Remember

Don't you remember

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:43:12 +0700

I gave you the space so you could breathe, and I kept my distance so you would be free, and hope that you find the missing piece, to bring you back to me….:’)

If i really love her i’ve gotta set her free and if she returns in kind, I’ll know...

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:35:01 +0700

If i really love her i’ve gotta set her free and if she returns in kind, I’ll know she’s mine :’)

Something has been missing and maybe never comeback again :’)

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:31:45 +0700

Something has been missing and maybe never comeback again :’)

sorry mom I can’t follow your advice to not hurt her, i’m failed as man, my fault...

Fri, 17 May 2013 16:34:49 +0700

sorry mom I can’t follow your advice to not hurt her, i’m failed as man, my fault :’(

You don’t know how i feel right now, I may look tough right now look happy, but it’s...

Fri, 17 May 2013 15:58:47 +0700

You don’t know how i feel right now, I may look tough right now look happy, but it’s just my efforts, I’m just trying to cover my weakness from you, from those tears which stream down your face, if you know this feeling :’)

Terlalu Cinta

Fri, 17 May 2013 15:39:23 +0700

Dosakah
Bila ternyata
Aku merindukanmu
Setelah janji ini
T’lah lama teringkari

Salahkah
Bila ternyata
Setia ku menunggu
Masih adakah jalan
Kembali bersamamu

Mengertilah
Karna aku
Yang terlalu
Cinta kamu
Mengertilah
Karna aku
Aku yang terlalu
Mencintaimu

Salahkah
Bila memaksa
Memintamu kembali
Segenap cinta ini
Takkan kecewakanmu lagi

What Makes A Man

Fri, 17 May 2013 11:49:30 +0700

This isn’t goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn’t goodbye
I swear I won’t cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won’t cry

Any other girl, I’d let you walk away
Any other girl, I’m sure I’d be ok

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you’re around
And cry when you’re apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life

When you apologize, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you’re around
And cry when you’re apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know

So that I can get over you

Other girls will come along, they always do
But what’s the point when all I ever want is you, tell me

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you’re around
And cry when you’re apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know… (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know… (wooo)
So I can get over you